Showing posts with label frustration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label frustration. Show all posts

Saturday, September 4, 2010

A Normal Couple

I "threatened" to kill Dennis this morning. Of course I would never carry out such a threat (I am not into jail and punishment), but I was frustrated enough to consider the thought, at least.

He kept me up half the night. Then at 6 am, on a Saturday, he wanted me to get him up. He just would not shut up! He groaned and moaned and sighed and poked me until I finally got up to deal with him. At that point I mentioned that I had ways to end his life. I also slapped his back.

He was not happy. And as I walked around in a half awake state most of the morning, I was not happy either.

I am sharing this because I have received so much feedback about how strong I am, how I am to be admired, etc., etc., etc., lately. Yet I am just a simple woman living the life that has been dealt. I get angry. Dennis gets angry. We both get tired and sick of each others company.

And we will go on. We already have fixed this and are looking forward to tomorrow. Maybe it will bring another battle, maybe it will bring a day of dullness, or maybe one of laughter and love. Anyway it turns out, we will always love each other - even if that love looks so much different than it did just a few years ago.

Until later,
Ann and Dennis